Today is such a strange day. I am battling a total breakdown of confidence. It's a lot of stress all kind of coming together at once, but it's also a resurgence of old/new fears. Also, I am pretty sure I have anxiety disorder, and I can definitely tell it's kicking up again. The whole fear of confession coupled with my insecurities as a teacher, combined with concerns about being able to find a job, since a ton of schools are being closed in my area, and tied neatly together with general concerns about appearance and likability result in nervous wreck of a me.
I'm not really sure what I can do to get over this other than just working through it, so I guess that's what I'll do. Really short post today, I have a lot I'm working on. I'll try to post something of more content during spring break.