I don't know why, but I was feeling a lot of anxiety about today. Maybe it was all the left over nervousness from everything I've been doing over the last two days, and all the obligations I have for this week? I had a round of nightmares last night that were pretty wild. The only thing I really remember from them was that I was fighting something (demons or undead or something) and I kept seeing the cross I wear and my priest randomly cropping up. Fighting undead with a priest beside you would be pretty badass.
I don't feel like I
accomplished much today. I've started my Lent things, though. For some
reason, having done the fasting thing last year, I have this memory of
it being "not so bad". My brain was all "Nah man, we did this last
year. We got this!" My body, however is like "You monster! You
monster! You don't even know what it's like!" This is obviously to my
brain, because my brain likes to think it's cooler than the rest of my
body and hold itself aloof from everything else, just because it's "more
intelligent". At the very least, I have a jump start from last year.
I'm feeling the effects of day five on day two because I had been sick
since Sunday and unable to each much until yesterday...when I couldn't
eat much. Woo. Hopefully midweek next week will be better, if I keep
I feel like I should have more things to talk
about, but this head cold is preventing me from being witty. I did
have a nice rant in mind for today, but I either lack the wherewithal to
give it justice, or I'm feeling a bit lethargic and not in the mood for
ranting, because when I sat down to write it out my interest waned.
Hopefully I'll have more to write about tomorrow. I didn't get a nifty
letter in my bulletin giving me ideas to talk about, so I'll have to
drum up something else!
Also, I'm leaving this here
because I think I had a huge oversight yesterday. I should have titled
it "Krangela's Ashes" and written something else. Next year...next