37

I'm 37 weeks today.  I'm officially full term.  Kind of.  This is the stage were they don't try to stop you from going into labor.  I'm a little depressed today.  Marshall is still breech.  We have an appointment to try to turn him around next Tuesday.  That means if I go into labor before then, I'll probably end up with a c-section.  Also if he doesn't turn around, I'll be scheduling a c-section for 39 weeks.  I don't think I'll even make it that long.  I can't wait for this to be over.  Just not knowing whats gonna happen is the worst part.  I just want to be excited about meeting my new baby but I'm just anxious about how he's going to get here. 

Maybe this is a good time to pray and try to let it go.