I want to be excited about it but I haven't finished my shopping yet. I remember when I used to have finals and term papers due this time of year. That was awful. Thank god that's over with.
I'm having trouble writing today. My thoughts are just everywhere except any suitable topic. My brain is like "topic? no, lets think about all this personal stuff you can't share about!" And I'm over here like "Brain! I said I was gonna post every Tuesday! Don't make me a liar!" But I guess my brain doesn't really care so I'm just stuck here arguing with myself.
By the way, the 'personal stuff' has nothing to do with John. I feel like every time someone talks about non-specific personal issues, you assume it's the spouse first. I mean it makes sense because that's the person you spend the most time with so the odds are higher that it's them, but it's not. John is a perfect human being that can do no wrong and I will fight anyone who says otherwise. Including John. Because I know he'll disagree with me but he's wrong.
So now that I've argued with myself and some fictional person who theoretically wants to fight me, I've run out of people to argue with. I need a Kris. She's really good at arguing. I'm actually looking forward to my kids being teenagers. I feel like they'll be really good at arguing about nonsense. That's all I really need in life. Real arguments make me uncomfortable, but nonsense arguments are the best. That's seems like a good place to end. My brain is spent.
I'm having trouble writing today. My thoughts are just everywhere except any suitable topic. My brain is like "topic? no, lets think about all this personal stuff you can't share about!" And I'm over here like "Brain! I said I was gonna post every Tuesday! Don't make me a liar!" But I guess my brain doesn't really care so I'm just stuck here arguing with myself.
By the way, the 'personal stuff' has nothing to do with John. I feel like every time someone talks about non-specific personal issues, you assume it's the spouse first. I mean it makes sense because that's the person you spend the most time with so the odds are higher that it's them, but it's not. John is a perfect human being that can do no wrong and I will fight anyone who says otherwise. Including John. Because I know he'll disagree with me but he's wrong.
So now that I've argued with myself and some fictional person who theoretically wants to fight me, I've run out of people to argue with. I need a Kris. She's really good at arguing. I'm actually looking forward to my kids being teenagers. I feel like they'll be really good at arguing about nonsense. That's all I really need in life. Real arguments make me uncomfortable, but nonsense arguments are the best. That's seems like a good place to end. My brain is spent.
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